sum words 2 ma besties,..uhuk3

when u feel alone,.rmmber diz:

sumtymes.,,

whn d world not on ur side,..

u dun noe whre 2 run 2, u dun noe whre 2 hide,..

u gaze at d starz in d sky,..

at d mountain so high, through tears in ur eyes,.

looking 4 areason,.2 replace wut is gone,.

juz rmember, rmember dat u r nver alone,..

U R NEVER ALONE,..

juz reach into ur heart n Allah is olwyz there,.

U R NEVER ALONE,..

through sorrow n through grief,..

through happiness n peace,..

U R NVER ALONE,...

i lyke diz song half-crazy!!!nge~~~~

we need sum motivation fast,,.

4eva needed 2 d last,,.

bt after smtymes we dun c,..

thngs could b bter of 2 be,...

coz diz wut i blieve not so simpla as it seems 2 me,..dats ol i have 2 do,..

possiblities,..

nver makes me feel gud anyway,

dat why i have 2 stay,.

n move on 2 carry on,..

here we go again,..

coz im down on amission,

2 show ppulation 2 make sure dat we getting enough,

up 2 attraction 2 show reputation,

2 share wut we have 2 share,.

down 2 bleiving up 2 achieving,

suntg dat we dun noe,.

n try 2 bleive wut we did in d old days is about 2 pay,..!!!!

i miszzzz seempunk vry muc!!

I AM ALONE<>>>>>
[u r nver alone,...juz reach in2 ur heart n Allah is olways there,..]

i was so sad juz nw,....

i rely miss smpg5,..i dun noe if i've chose d rite way 2 dtermine d path of my lyfe,.i dun wana make things cpmlicated,bt i do miss ma fwen,..n im a bit tnsion being in a crowd of rushing, n keep on stdying peoples,..i noe dats gud, bt i cant accept d sudden change:[culture shock!!]

huh,...

nk rwind blek ol things dat have been apart of ma lyfe n keep on 'menghantuiku' till now,..

long tyme ago,..whn i step in d skul, ak gta cdh sbb pg2 lg mama da soh ak angkat bgkai kucing yg bpak ak lggar tem sblm g skola,..mak ak yg anta g seempnk,.ak da la tkt glerr gn kucg,..mak ak pkse jgk sbb tem 2 die xsht,..mngs2 ak dwtnyw!!bt idc!!!as long as shes getting well,..im wiling 2 do nythg,.ahax!!ha dtg ler kt smpg5 2 n yg bez dptla dok bwh ktil anis.syok gle!!ye la,..die kn besh3 fren ak since ak djh3 lg,..huhu~~

tp anis dok luar smgu pas2,.cdh sgt!!!ak rs nk blek j,.mak ak da rsu da.seb bek la ad kakak ak.tem form 1 owg kte ak cntk,..kahahah.its a vry nice moment haa,..ngahah!!

xpe la,.at least ad gk yg bg ak smgt nk dok hstl,..

tem f1 byk tol la mslh dlm pale otak ak nih,..tp ak stil cncntarte on stdy laa,..dats why i still perform in evry exm,..nt 2 bad laa,..n i rely hate peoples talking bou boys cz it rely awful!!!shgga lah pd suatu hari,..tdgr gsip2 p bnd tah,..n yg plg ak tkesan gn awal la,..ak ingt men2 j skali die btol2 lak,..puas la ak membuli die 2.xjgk serik2,.dlu ak slalu g dorm qila n cte2 gn die,.die sk sgt ak gn awal 2.grm tol la,..eton lak mmg xsk klu ak gn awal.die kte awa sk owg len lah,..ap lah,.tp bkn nk kte ap la,.awal mmg bek gle gn ak tem 2.thru n at d same tyme,..ak sggt grm sbb die slalu pndg ak tem ckg mgjar,..smpi sir zainal prasan.ak grm bno lah!!

n thp kmrhan ak braa d thp maksima apbla,..awal plh ak tok d bwa k PERASMIAN BALAI BOMBA SEKINCHAN, aswakil smpg5,.ak hot btol lh.ak mls pn nk g mnde 2.da ar kne bjmor,.tp dats oke la,..ak da mrah2 die 2 kre byar utang la.\tp 2 dlu,..sjk ak sj j ushar ajak,.evrytg gona change,..wateva!!

bia la die bhgia ngn murn n i??juz wait n c j la whos gona b ur hubbY!!ngaha,..[ad k owg nk gn ak yg tah ap2 nihh,.]

oke2,.fget bout cpl??!!

sal kwn2 lak mmg la bez x tkate,..ak ni klu wat jht xsk wat rmi2.ak wat sowg j n ak xksh pon klu owg kte ak sndrian ,..ak xsk la kne dnda rmi2 k ap t,...bia ak tggung sowg.tp klu tem xwt jht ak rpt gn jeapot[kayla, anis, oyen], sha2, sai, anis farhana, sofia, n sp2 lg r,..gn jeapot byk gle kngn.gn kayla,..byk kngn yg ak xpnah sgke!!hahah!!spti,..erm,...kne sepak gn t.zana??huhu~

jeapot ni sk sgt la mnyanyi dlm kls,.hahah.n jeapot ni ad j keje nk at tah pape,.tp seb bek ktwg b4 dpt 9a in pmr laz year.alhamdulillah la,..sbb antra dowg ak la plg mslh n trok+mlas,..

ni cte yg plg klaka la antra ak gn kayla,..hahahaha=))

1 hr ni ak blek dorm,..tup2 xd sp pn kt dorm,.ak cm tkot gk nk msok.tp ak rlex j la sbb slh ak blek lmbt.dowg sume g mnd.tp ak da bse cm2...tbe2 kn,.ak dgar sore pggl nm ak ngan nada yg menggerunkan!!!ak rs plek sbb xd sp pn kt dorm.ak rs nk mngs tem 2 jgk!!ak pn xtau nk watpe,..ak g jln syp2 ke arh pnce bunyi 2.tbe2,..kayla!!!!die muncul dpn ak.tkjut bruk la ak!ak mrah gle ah gn die tp xlm pas2 ktwg ktawa sm2,..sbb ap??ak ni laa,..da tau tkt g tgk lg wat pe,...lari j la,.kakakaka!!haku pn xphm p yg kalaka,..hahah

n die mmg slalu la wat cm2 kat ak,..ktwg pnah gk knekn ajak tem die tdo.smpi ajak mrjuk tah bp ari,..hehehe,..bez tol lah,.

haa,..anis lak,..slalu bek gn ak,ak ni klu mood xoke ask nk mlpaskn kt die j.cian die,..anisss!!!!soooo sooorriiii!!!!!

oyen pn sm.die slalu sport ktwg klu ad pape,..n antre ktwg die la plg matang,.tp die 2 klaka gk sbnrnye,.heheh(',')

sha2 ni lak,..wlupn x pna 1 dorm gn ak,.tp die bek gn ak.ak pn lpe cne ley rpt,.tp tiap kali ak tgk mke die,..scra automatik hatiku bernyanyi riang,..;kngn samamu longkang,.',..hahah!!!!

nk dkt2 pmr 2 ak slalu stdy gn die sbb ak xsk sgt suasna tgang,..ak xthn tol gn die 2,.klaka lah,.hahah!!!!nk tkncg ak dwtnye,.ngeee~~

slalu gk ktwg tdo sm2 n share2 scret,..hheee

rely misz her!!!ops,..btw,..shes d one who olwys motivate me n let me think dat i am sumbody!!!hah~

hope da ma new skul wuld leave me a fantastic moment as swit as in smpunk,..

thnx abunch guyz,...............................

wut a nightmare...

last nite can't sleep soundly as i got a lot of probs when d skul is about 2 reopen,..
n nex mornin' i felt losttt,..
diz describe d actual condition:-

i woke at d 7,waited till 11,.
juz 2 figure out da no one would col,
i think i got a lot of fren bt i dun hear from them,.
wut another nite ol alone,..
when ur spending day on your own,.
n here it goes,.
I'M JUZ A KID,..

im juz a kid,.i still young 2 cpl o wut,.n i dun lyke oso evrybdy around me do d same,.
n last nite i argue wif ma fwen bout diz n he said things dat i even heard b4,.n im soooooo cnfused.lnx lah.dats how people think,.bt watch out,..wus in ur mind might not same as d real i am,.
i can feel at i've changed a lot after hijrah 2 sbpi,..bt i guess 2 a bter person ah,...
owg yg kte kpd yg lbh truk are actualy bfkiran smpit,.
but i have sum words 4 him,.:-

U GONNA MIZ ME WHEN IM GONE!!!!!